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Ever wish you could just start over?
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[27 Jul 2009|03:07am] |
I feel so fucking DEFEATED right now.
Been staring at my computer for 6 hours trying to write this paper and not a word has come out. My mind is just completely elsewhere. No one to talk to and vent. I just feel so alone and miserable and defeated right now. Like what's the point? Of anything...? I just want to be happy again so badly, and it seems like such impossible concept. I've never felt so awful in my life. When is this going to end?
///who the fuck writes in LJ at 3:10 in the morning? i'm such a fucking emo bitch
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[26 Jul 2009|10:39pm] |
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I guess I just like torturing myself. Cool.
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| THINGS I HATE ABOUT ISLA VISTA/SANTA BARBARA (A WORK IN PROGRESS) |
[25 Jul 2009|11:50am] |
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THINGS I HATE ABOUT ISLA VISTA/SANTA BARBARA (A WORK IN PROGRESS)
Sorry if this offends anyone...but I hate a lot of things about Isla Vista and Santa Barbara. In 7 weeks I'll be out of this miserable town for good (knock on wood...) and felt like documenting my hate before I leave. I would post this on facebook but one of my friends would probably be all, "Oh Sierra! Be Posi! <3 xo xo xo We love you!!!" Which reminds me...
1. Overly positive/friendly/happy all the time people
2. Shitty indie bands that dominate the music scene
3. Hippies
4. Drunk assholes
5. Skunks
6. Flip Flops
7. Sun
8. UCSB
9. The beach
10. People wearing bathing suits to class
11. Broesses/Bros
12. Shitty hipsters
13. That dude who walks around playing his guitar all the time
14. Shitty electro "raves"
15. The bitches that work at IV Market
16. The police
17. IV slumlords
18. Sluts (sorry... just saying...)
19. Overcrowding
20. The master plan
21. Bad art everywhere in IV (murals, posters, store fronts)
22. The daily nexus
23. The BC
24. Dancing
25. Overly aggressive/too much testosterone males
26. Halloween
27. The inability to have a conversation with 99% of the population
28. Crappy theme/dress up parties (ie: Anything But Clothes, Highlighter Parties, etc.)
29. Hipsters who think they're super underground and "indie" for liking animal collective and juno
TO BE CONTINUED....feel free to comment and add your own
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[17 Aug 2008|02:33pm] |
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Three 6 mafia is coming to my school in september for free.....what the fuck?! who knew UCSB could be so cool!!!!
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[18 Mar 2008|01:16am] |
I hate finals!
I am locked in my room and have not had contact from the outside world for fucking hours....
I'm trying to make my brain absorb information and it is resisting. I think I might hate philosophy.
SD for spring break? I can't wait!
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-->I'm ready for spring; winter is barning my scene. My bike got stolen, so now I have to walk to campus in the cold and wet and my feet are always mushy by the time I get to class, leaving me most upset. Is there ANYTHING worse than wet socks and shoes? Also, Isla Vista is full of a bunch of bike-riding weirdos. Why can't anyone just ride bikes normally? Everyone rides handless, feetless, talking on the phone, eating, making out, or unicycling.
-->I can't find where one of my classes got moved. It was in one location, but then it got too big so my teacher said starting last Tuesday, it would now be in Phelps 2515. So, I go to Phelps on Tuesday looking for said room. I find 2514, and 2516, but NO 2515. Mind you I don't see anyone from my class looking around with me, either. So I look at EVERY ROOM on the second floor...no class. I look at every room in the whole BUILDING that I can see, no class. I go BACK to my old classroom location and there is a new class occupying the room and no note forwarding me to a new location. After half an hour, I am defeated and go home. Now this morning I assume I will easily find the classroom and that I must have been confused. REPEAT OF TUESDAY ONLY MORE FRUSTRATINGLY RETARDED. SO now I have missed one week of my upper division philosophy class, and I still have no idea where class is and I have to e-mail my teacher and somehow explain how I'm so fucking stupid that I couldn't even find where our class is.....for a week. Awesome.
-->My daddy's birthday is tomorrow. So is Sterling Gutierrez's.
-->The shed is cold and wet, as is everything in this god forsaken town.
-->I really have nothing to say, I just wanted to complain and write in bullet points...or arrows...same thing. Isn't that all LJ is good for anymore?
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| WHY DO I NEVER SLEEP ANYMORE WTF |
[05 Jan 2008|04:48am] |
so i watched THREE movies today...
-->the orphanage: bomb! guillermo del toro rules!
-->i know who killed me: hilariously disgustingly shamelessly pitiful. lindsay lohan is haggard as fuck
-->half nelson: pretty good. ryan gosling does lots of drugs.
i am currently in the pup mecca of the world (sf) and for some reason can't sleep. i'm seeing the olafur eliasson exhibit at the moma tomorrow though! yay!
and now, because i'm a huge loser...
1. What did you do in 2007 that you’d never done before?
got an A in college, got a C in college, lived in a co-op, protested on the 217, moved in with my boyfriend, HAD a boyfriend for more than two months...
2. Did you keep your new year’s resolution, and will you make more for next year?
i don't make resolutions because i am perfect
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
winter is a baby factory
4. Did anyone close to you die?
my cousin =(
5. What countries did you visit?
bolivia
6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
a puppy. please.
7. What date from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
uhhhhhhh
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
actually being vegan for over a year and a half now. i feel really good about it and i'm glad i could stick with it and not be a bitch about it. it is a huge part of my life now. also, going to tons of awesome breakcore and drum and bass shows.
9. What was your biggest failure?
losing friends,
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
only rat vampire foot wound that will never heal
11. What was the best thing you bought?
show tickets/entrance fees, various pairs of cool shoes and earrings, cds, i can't really think of anything more specific than that
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
gus for putting up with me when i'm a bitch
tanya for being a meanster JK TANYA ILU
anyone who is my friend? i dunno
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
anyone in the white house
14. Where did most of your money go?
food, stupid shit, rent, crack pipes (JK)
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
crabhat's going away party.
being with sierra
16. What song will always remind you of 2007?
any so simple song
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a.happier or sadder? equally apathetic
b.thinner or fatter? i have no idea
c.richer or poorer? poorer
18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
sleep, play with puppies
19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
i wish i had lived in less shitty places
20. How will you be spending New Year’s Eve?
i spent it at a dnb/hiphop party in a warehouse
20. Did you fall in love in 2007?
yes i love gus =)
21. How many one-night stands?
i only have life-long stands. wait does that make sense?
22. What was your favorite TV program?
lucy, daughter of the devil, all vh1 reality dating shows, everything on the food network (I LOVE YOU GIADA!)
23. Did you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
no i hate the same people
24. What was the best book you read?
i don't know how to read
25. What was your greatest musical discovery?
hipstep! all the dnb ragga chiptunes breakcore and hardcore
26. What did you want and get?
what?
27. What was your favorite film of the year?
no country for old men!
28. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
20. crazy ass flying saucers show/party at my house for me + ted + a breezy
29. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
less sluts! more punching sluts!
30. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
hahahhaa to quote manoli -"urban" <---i have to second that. but i dress a little more like a raver than gus does. so urban raver asshole maybe?
31. What kept you sane?
gus! for letting me punch him.
32. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
fancy? t.i.
33. What political issue stirred you the most?
climate change, health care, less nazis as president, etc
34. Who did you miss?
friends
35. Who was the best new person you met?
alvaro! derek!
36. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007:
mac dre is a hero
38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"EVERYBODY GET DIZZY. DIZZY. DIZZY. SPIN AROUND LIKE A SAUCER. SAUCER. SAUCER."
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